I have always been a devotee of lord Shiva, since childhood, since i remember... I just and simply love him. He is the one who helps me out of many troubles. He really has. He has helped me from difficult situations when i have prayed to him. That to on the spot he has sent help. Many small and big situations. Sometimes there were situations in my life when i felt that i was not having or getting what i wanted, now when i look at them, i understand that he could see my future and did not want me to take wrong steps or decisions. So he did not let me get the circumstances no matter how much i wanted. I am so thankful to him for that. Soooooo much. Thanks thanks thanks. This time situation is really bad , and its not because of him or anything. Just that it is bad. May be he is also going through a rough phase. But dont worry, i am always there and will always be. I also need you very much now. You must have read my earlier post and you know in how much bad condition i am (i know , i know , that u do not need to read a post to know what your friend, devotee or lover is going though - yeah i consider myself all of these - love you). But is really getting difficult to sustain now. I mean seriously difficult. But i believe you. And i am so thankful that you are right besides me, when i am going through such a yucks phase.. Thankssss sooo much. Actually cant thank you enough for that. :) Jaane kya hoga shiva re.... jusst kidding, dont mind... :) Yes tomorrow will be fasting day for you. Love you.. Hmmm Remembering raj and stuff :) Every shivratri , i ask you for a gift, i want many things, but when i pray or ask, mostly some important person comes to my mind & i pray for him. Yeah this time also i have some wishes. But a very important person has already come into my mind. My mom... Please be kind. Will pray for her this time. And i know u r listening as alwayssssss... Thanks thankss sooooooooooooooooo much... Muuuaaahhhhhhhh.. Love u alwayssss... Forever and ever.. Happy Birthday!!! Happy Mahashivratri!!! :) Today i will smile , jssssst for you......... :) Om Namah Shivay!! Love youuuuuuuu :)
