Its 22 May, and still nothing much has changed. Yeah i know the last post , it looked pretty much good. Now - yes i am tired, almost given up... mentally i mean... I am going to keep trying physically.. I feel like cutting of from my friends because they all ask me about hows life and its not good... So i feel like cutting off. Anyways , i don't know what i am going to do. Let them feel whatever they want. But i am in a really bad mood and meeting them wont help either. Sorry God... Abhi toh i have lost hope... But i still love you.. as always... I just wanna tell some things to whoever is listening.... I am really really really really sorry that i couldnt help my mom with finance. And she has to work still... I am really feeling helpless and also very bad about it.. Believe me its very painful and it hurts to see my mom working... Anyways that is the only thing that i wanna speak about.. I love you Mom and God and my family always..... An out of body experience - i am having even though m alive... If only i could help her.. that would have been the best and important part of my life.. But its been taken away from me... Tc.. Keep Smiling no matter what.... Difficult i know...
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